It was on this day three years ago that my entire world changed. I lost my best friend and most amazing father in the world. It doesn't feel like I've gone without him for so long. He was w me every single day of my life...and in his last days he still wanted to cater and take care of his children. I miss him w all my heart and will never let him go. I know I shouldn't, but I still mourn him. Even though he isn't suffering anymore. Anyone who knows me, knows that I love this man more than anyone that I've ever met. I will honor and uphold his name until MY last day on this earth. I can't stop the tears right now but I hope eventually I will reach the point where I won't cry anymore. I miss him. My heart aches just to hear his voice again. Cherish and love your parents. You'll never understand how much they're worth until they're gone. I wish I had my dad here to help me through this lifetime. I miss him more than any amount of words could explain. As painful and agonizing this day might be, my sister gave me some advice. Choose your emotions like you would choose your clothes. You can choose to mourn and weep and make yourself dwell on this. Or, you could smile and think about all that you have to be happy about. I wonder if I can choose my emotions today.
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